Quintuple Jeopardy
The culmination of everything meant to be, coming to fruition
The end of all questions and answers as fate makes its final decision
and you will be there to witness the outcome
You will see the rise and fall and what becomes
Holding my last breath, safe inside myself
Holding onto my dreams, sanity, and health,
but all in the risk of slipping away, falling out of sight
In the near of fear, trapped in the gray area between wrong and right
For the first time with no solution to offer. running blind
I blaze the trail to a place I cant seem to find...
Basterds
Its about time, not to shine but to die
As your tangled up and choke on your lies
In a world where Im sorry just wont cut it
Now everyone must pick up the pieces cuz YOU fucked it
YOU broke it, its come to an end
Living a ruined life, thank you my friend
Saw it coming from a mile away
Like a deer caught in headlights, like an idiot I stayed
Now Im def, mute, crippled in fear
Stuck and cant go anywhere but here
With an open wound and nothing you can do
How about having your cake and choking on it too?
Couldnt look at the sun before, was too bright
Now I stare for hours and the ends in sight
And now its time, not to shine but to die
And your left with your beginning question.....why??
Basterds 2
3am, disconnected, alone and again
Dont listen to me
Either way youll never understand
Im the last thing on your mind
Youll never know me, cuz myself I cant find
And its ok, cuz Ive adapted..
Or have I? Maybe Im just pretendin
Go here, say that...
Even if you dont feel it DO THAT!!
But I love you, thats why I fold
Made a bitch and do what Im told.
Ill never lie and never hold back anything
If you want the truth, Im a basterdized version of the real
Izzy...............
Sadness
If you think love can grow from looks, your sadly mistaken
But when you see that gorgeous person on the street that
doesnt stopyour heart from achin
Jealousy and envy set in, you even feel taunted
Now in the haze of infatuation theyre all you ever wanted
Or maybe its just you want what you cant have...
Whats out of reach, so close but cant grab
Whatever it is, it still triggers your emotion
Feels like someone slipped you a pill in your love potion
Now youll go on the rest of the day with that one person in
your head..
Tomorrow will pass by and youll think of someone else instead
And youll hurt just as much and want them just as bad
But if you think you can love them on looks alone...
Thats why your alone and sad...
Skin Deep
What you see is not what you get
My description is simply a part of it,
a visible chapter is read when you look,
Theres so much more to read if you open the book.
It may not be a best seller that flys off the shelf,
all that can be offered is true self.
Judging any book by its cover is something you chose
Its that lack of venture where YOU lose
Youll never know my name, my voice, or where I sleep,
All you know about me is skin deep...*
Lost
Ill find me, you find yourself too
Then Ill find you and youll find me too
So infatuated, attracted, and distracted
I see myself in your eyes, youll feel yourself in everything I do
Just show me the path...cause I cant fully find myself until I find you...
Man or boy?
A man looks in2 the mirror,
what does he see?
The man before him, or the boy he used 2 be?
Wondering how the boy developed in2 a man so fast,
what happened 2 time?
When did The Future become The PAST??
Thinking of the life hes led
scared 2 death of what lies ahead.
2 the man he hasnt changed a day in his life,
but now hes old enough 2 take a wife
How did he get where he is now?
When did wishing turn 2 how?
This is no man, only a boy could be so torn,
so hurt, so emotionally worn..
PICK yourself up man! YOU CAN!
Look in2 the mirror, what does he see?
He sees the man, and the boy...
He sees....me...
Everything
Every step I was there
Every breath is what we shared
Every drip is what weve bled
Every scream blew up our head
Every pic is what we signed
Every tear is what weve cried
Every fight is what we had
Every time one is mad
Every show we shared the screen
Every guy would get a scream
Every show wed say a prayer
Every show...Id say a prayer
Every disappointment we faced
Every good time we embraced
Every doubt is what we had
Every interview with Chad
Every month, every year
Every step...I was there...
Words to LIVE by
WELCOME what U HATE
Welcome a change
LIVE while U can in the unknowing strange
shut out the light and let yourself BE
no1 needs light to see
jus be the ENERGY
most important, suit yourself cause thats clean livin
LIFES A CELEBRATION so fly with the wings your givin...
Questions
I dont want this,
I do want this,
I do need this
I say screw this!
When will it happen?
Will it happen?
How many times will I keep askin?
Thought I had it...
Swore I did...
What did I know, I was jus a kid...
Ode to self
i will live on
i will be strong
i will be set free
i will finally be me
i will carry on the real
i will embrace what i feel
i will be true to myself
i will answer to no one else
i will be extreme
i will be the team
i will never give up
i will never shut up
i will do what i want
i will never stop
i will stay true to myself
i will keep this ode to self...
Kids
At what age does innocence turn to ignorance?
what age are we allowed to stop throwing fits?
when does privilege turn to punishment?
now all your insults turn to compliments
unfortunately all my do?s turn to did?s,
at what age do we stop being kids?
Chasco Aftermath
I thought I knew everything about nothing,
but I know nothing about everything
theres ups and downs
smiles and frowns
loves and losses
6?s and crosses
I thought I was on a path seeing straight ahead
but I cant see past my eyes and Im lost instead
darks and lights
strengths and frights
win or lose
pick and choose
I want to choose the path to freedom
I want to gain knowledge and wisdom.
Uncensord Thoughts
Lets fuckn rock!
Scream fuckn loud!
forget how cool you are
fuck your inhibitions
and fuck your thoughts
who gives a shit?! LETS FUCKN ROCK!
It doesnt just hit your ears
It doesnt just fill your tears
It doesnt just numb your fears
Anyone who knows, is anyone who hears,
so fuckn rock!
I SAID FUCKN ROCK!!
Head to Toe, Heart and Soul
BORN TO ROCK...thats all I know
Fuck the drama, fuck the hate,
FUCKN ROCK...you know its great...
This Moment
For a day, I have someone to sing about
For a few hours, I have someone to think about
For a few minutes, I have someone to infatuate over
For a few seconds my heart is tricked into falling in love
For a moment, I have someone to write about
For now...your my moment
Her Fault
When food loses its taste, its your fault
when summer loses its heat, its your fault
and im stuck in suspension, and your not
how we locked eyes on stage, I havent forgot
how you stole each breath from my lungs
how you sung each one of your songs
and now in the haze of infatuation your what Ive been waiting for my whole life
and I knew it without looking twice
and now when these memories hold me at bay, its your fault
I could never forget the girl on stage...shes so hot
The World We Created
For 3 days the world stopped
For 3 days my heart dropped
A weekend with a foreign stranger,
turned into something Ill always remember
If only you could have stayed just 1 more day
now youll haunt me as the 1 that got away
Maybe Ill see you again, maybe I wont
2 Rockstars in love, now separated and alone
I understood you, just like you did me
3 days in time, 2 hearts were set free
So forgive me if I say this 1 thing...
Youll always mean so much more than a holiday fling
Time will tell if well cross paths again
either way fate led me to a beautiful friend
Morgan Dreams
Not enough for my heart 24-7
my dreams are haunted by characters of my past...why?
somehow my mind is haunted by characters of my future...why?
Its not clear and too blurry to make sense at 7am
rest I need more than granted
I guess thats the price for getting all I ever wanted
